Saturday, August 27, 2005
lunch with jean and sarah.
sarah left after lunch.
slack around around our area tgt with "sam" too.
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
had lotsa fun with her accompany.
ate alot.i donknow why.
need to watch my diet.
mention that i saw jonathan yester.
realise,i have forgotten most of my friends.
then suddenly i have a eager to talk to everyone.
those who came into my life with a smile then left w/o goodbye.
"hows your life?"will be the question i wanna ask them.
started to recall all the memories i had in my secondary life.
juzz,it has been great.
then i started to miss my friends.
sheryl,lynne,crystal,yarhui,shermin,yetlim,kellyang,everyone same class as me in 2004,keithkoh,aarontau,isacckwok,jonathan(lim?),jonathanho,wenddi,zenn,cherylhoe,that christianlim and hueysi.
(i'm sorry if i missed out anybody.)
thou i do still see some of them in sschool,
we aint that close anymore.
everyone seem to have change and lead a diff life.
everyone plays a diff role in my life.
i thank the god for meeting you people.
thou i didn mention.
you people had been crossing in my mind nowadays.
memories of them make my smile.
they brought so much fun to my memories.
thou some are bad,
i sitll do treasure them.
as from those bad memories,
i leant something from it.
i grow up with all those menmories.
in 2004,
i had the best year ever.
it seems that was the last years i will get in trouble.
our class was horrible,
teachers tried so much to get us right.
but well,we don care at that time.
was voted to be a monitor in class.
man,i almost dead.
you people are super naughty.
couldn bear to scold,
as everyone was my friends.
had the best times with you people around.
it has be great in 2004.
i miss those times.
but i missed you* most.
my senior and you looked so alike.
the way you both talk and all.
just remind me of you.
whats more im seeing my senior like everyday.
so i think of you like everyday.
i had the best june holis ever.
thou it was just a one month memory,
it meant alot.
wondering bout hows your life stuck in my head alomost everyday.
feelings has been gone for long.
just didn wish our friendship to be faded away too.
but thats's nothing i can do.
when you want to life on like this..
wanna be by ur side as a friends thats all..
don walk too far away form me..
till i have to miss you so badly..
*05
it has been 40days since i last called you baby.
we were still friends.
i go to you when im trouble.
you was there like usual.
thanks.
you didn tell me much bout
hows life lately.
just tht i know you are always playing pool.
i used to know who you will be with and all.
but now..realise i know nothing bout you.
i even started to doubt everything you have said.
i have met someone new.
she was nice and sweet.
a great friend to have.
but didn know,
it seems to be repeating the same history as b4.
so i tot,i've got you out of my mind throughtly.
so my days was all bout school work,friends,family,netball and her.
we behave like how me and you used to be.
but realise that i don feel anything.
im not as excited as i expected it to be.
i wasn as happy as i should be.
then i found out,
i've made a big mistake.
whenever she hold my hand,
it reminds me of you.
i felt that that was ur hand.
when she hug me in the movie,
i felt ur harm.
was i hoping for ur hand and warm?
i guess so.
or im just used to the touch of ur hand and warm?
i knew i still do feel for you,
but i've uty you too much and too deep.
i couldn promise i wud hurt agn.
im lack of confidents.
you know me.
don't you?
______________________________darling you.
dearest you,
i'm sorry.
i had once told you bout it.
i should'n have make you fallen deeper.
im utterly sorry....
* netball chalets on september holis!!
i cant wait for it.
hope its gonna be great.=)))))
{/11:42 PM}
count on it .
